Money Ruins Everything

Whoever invented money, pure genius yea, but pure- fuck everything else a life is worth living for up- also. Money creates stress, but it is needed to survive in this current world. If there was ever some way to find a life that isn't surrounded by money, then I want that. I would give up every worldly possession I own for just a few things in life. Unconditional love to a wife that gives it right back, friends that have your back til the day you die, and maybe a life lived so others are happy, at peace, content and loved. Money has blessed my life with material things that, don't get me wrong, are completely awesome. It has also destroyed my life. Parents forgetting about love, fighting over possessions, fighting over who owes what to whom. FUCK THAT SHIT! I wanna live at peace and want everyone else to live without the burden of money. Just have a few close friends, have a wife that knows I will never leave her for things that won't matter in the end. Money is important yea, but I hate when it consumes our lives, which in this culture, happens every day.

When Summer Starts

It's always been a time of awesome relaxation, a time to stretch out and live free of worries for three months. But this time, its not a summer feeling that I get, not the feeling of joy to be done with school.

There has been this amazing thing going on in my life this past month. It's hard to explain. A group of people that didn't know each other to the slightest degree find each other, and in some way mesh together to form a bond that, in all reality, I hope lasts a life time. The friendships we make, the people we are around all the time make for a beautiful life. They are what helps you wake up in the morning knowing that there are people out there that you know are great friends that want exactly what you want. Someone else to do life with.

Getting to know such amazing people has truly been a blessing and I couldn't ask for a better life. Old friends too are still so much apart of me, but when you combine all the people you are close to, get them in one place to have a good time, you simply don't need anything else. This summer is different from all others before because all these people will be away, off to another state, another country, another home away from home. It will be months where you wake up and know you can't just go hang out, or do fun shit with everyone you've grown to love. I am kind of hoping it goes by fast, not because I want to get back into the hard ass grind of going to school, but because I want to live with that feeling, knowing that your friends can experience everything you are in this crazy world. All be there together, livin up the best years of our lives.

Not that this all makes sense, its just written

ME?

Wait, a movement, check

Into the unknown docks, of your mind

Peaking through is a shot of solid rock with

Crumbling edges that fall between

Hands, little fingers which only hold, strength keeps up

A piece of your own body, breathing

Games watched over by a power, our own heart

Pumps in continuous shakes, each shake

Another second gone, into a sinking

Lapse, in time? What time? This time

We see true potential, your own child

Thriving from unexpected, shattering marriage

Grow, up in here, there is no oxygen

Hold in each chance, it wants to escape

Exploding by, with you, standing, in

Front we can all witness, now

Every still fragment, walking in line

Each showing a life run out, lived by what

We have given in, into the world who made

Us, us without another consideration to whom

This all could belong to, even if it is suppose

To belong, for in so much vast, there is me

Who does? Who is? Who lives?

What 2 Weeks Can Bring

For the past couple of weeks I have rarely been extremely upset or irritated. Sure the occasional mishap and sucky luck but life has shot off like I didn't think was possible. A smile rarely leaves my face even through the stuff that isn't so pleasant. This new house gives me such a good vibe and I can see myself becoming extremely close with the people who will live in it and the friends that come to visit. I am by far one of the luckiest kids in the world and am truly blessed. This life we live isn't long so I'm grateful for the utter happiness that has consumed me for these short weeks. I can only wish other people in the world get to experience such joy at any point in their life.