INNEVITABLE

The chest rises and falls

A quake disturbing the peace

Light soaks into the cold skin

Cigarette smoke fades strong teeth

Smiles trade glances with pride

Our model too look up to

All eyes wonder and are lost in thought

Uncertain if there is pure truth

Thin blankets shade the weak soul

We all hide behind laughter

One last moment to live together

That kiss leaves your lips for the last time

Clenched hands loosen their grip

They die with you at their side still loving

CREATIVE WRITING

Today i was introduced to my creative writing class. The professor is smokin hot and her name is Amy. I think im going to enjoy this class and will probably pay close attention to detail mainly because i already enjoy the professor. It will be a tough class riddled with different ways of ultimately receiving a grade. That of course, is not the reason im attending, I think I would much rather gain the knowledge and skills that the class holds within. Only then will i receive an awesome grade and an awesome experience. Aight but fer real now, I am having a tough time writing fiction and I've come to realize after today that i enjoy writing poems much more than fiction, as odd as that sounds. Yeah it may make me look like a flaming homo but whatever, all who know me know that i love pussy. With that said i think writing poems is what i will enjoy most in this class. Tomorrow's adventures include three more new classes which also means three chances to meet new people, and three chances to decide whether i will hate my life this semester, or it will be much more enjoyable than last.

INDEPENDENCE

The feeling of utter joy and happiness by merely being by yourself and completely by yourself is a rare thing, humans are naturally social and dependent people right? So turns out right about now im feelin absolutely amazing being alone. No one is here and im kickin it n my apartment alone. It's a great feeling of independence and peace. There is no girl in my life and im basically on my own other than my family supporting me and backing me up in life overall. I have never felt such a feeling of joy from independence. There has been this feeling of self security and self knowing that i have been poking at for awhile now. Never been real confident in myself, whether it be appearance, socially, whatever you think of when confidence comes to mind. Self discovery is rare for me and this is really coming into view lately. Being by myself has truly made me discover how to by self reliant for happiness. Im not saying im a pro at it and im not saying im an absolute rainbow bursting with happiness every second of the day, but i am saying that i am very happy with life right now and can't see the need for blue days. Smiling and feeling good inside is what its all about. I don't know what im doing with this life of mine or where it is headed, but that doesn't get down on how i can feel. I don't know jack squat about the world and thats alright, i have a whole wonderful lifetime to figure it out. Look up at the sky and see how broad the sky truly is. It is massive! That is how i feel about life, it is massive with so much variance and possibility. Finding myself is a great experience and hope all who do this for themselves are making a great life for themselves. It is awesome to be in this position and have this feeling of utter freedom. Im a lucky kid and am greatful