Struggling in school
Wishing riches came on a whim
Smoking weed to remind myself I don't give a shit
Staring at a life faced with more hardships than necessary (brought on by my dumb ass self)
Feeling guilt in letting my Dad down
Thinking getting paid as a pro gamer would be cool and possibly do-able
Knowing God is disappointed but still askin for help every night
Getting pissed at seeing happy couples in public just cus relationships in my life suck
Wanting the gym to be the only place I live in
Done with taking a medicine that supposedly makes me happy
More and more feeling the urge to explore the world and never stop
All this and I still struggle with the meaning of it all
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