LOST IN THE DEPTH OF MUSIC

There is something about music, mostly house, trance, techno, whatever you wanna call it, that lets me let go of all thoughts and current reality. I love the feeling of just drifting from this world in long continuous thoughts and sometimes blank thoughts where nothing seems to blend or take shape. Without music i would be an utter wreck! I couldn't ever get homework or reading done and life would most certainly be much less interesting. The escape it provides is like nothing else. I feel like reality gets swallowed whole and you are left with purity alone. There is also some kind of happiness and joy that sweeps though my entire body when a happy trance song comes on. Especially while im driving and my iPod begins playing one of my favorites. It is the ultimate experience of true freedom. In those moments i live in a world of peace and stability with no problem, no goals, no regrets, no worries. It us utter happiness and im blessed to be able to experience such a feeling. Many days go by when i know most people don't see the true freedom and experience true happiness. I feel bad that i can't share this feeling with others. Being alone and figuring out who i am individually has really helped me realize what other do for me in my life. Having a person to be in a relationship is great and there aren't many things in this world that can compare to such and experience, but since i have been goin steady with being by myself and solo i have learned to really figure out how to make myself happy. For the first time ever i think i have looked past on depending on a girl and felt comfortable living my life for once. Its amazing and i am enjoying it. Don't get me wrong i have my lonely moments of longing for someone to lay next to at night, but for the most part I am glad to of had this time to discover myself. ITs interesting how music can make your thoughts flow into things you probably would have never of thought about otherwise. Trance has blessed my life and i will probably listen to it for many years to come, if not until i dye. It is beautiful. While the world around us seems to crumble ever so slowly, This music brings me to a place of refuge and security. Close your eyes and listen for yourself, maybe you will find something hiding within as well?